MISERABLE!

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Mabble said there were two fold out chairs. WHERE THE FUCK COULD THEY POSSIBLY BE HIDING?

All I have here are three black bags filled with clothing, and about 18 misc small bags that have food goods and toiletries. They cant be hiding in plain sight since there is nothing here over 17 inches.

I AM CRANKY AND IN NEED OF SOFT FURNTURE, MY GRANDMOTHER AND … EVERYTHING A HOUSE NEEDS TO FUNCTION.

The fireplace has light grey marble and then this ugly wood mantle, the floor underneath the DARK GREY RUGS is concrete (My back hurts SO BADLY), I hate the counter tops and cabinets, there is not enough storage space, I have NO CLUE what color I’m going to paint since they have cold tone floors but warm tone walls! I am so confused visually by the previous owners design senses!

Then 3 windows need to be replaced, the front door…THE FRONT DOOR NEEDS TO BE REPLACED. Its not that I feel its no good, its the sense of security; its a simple one key lock and the handle…OMG…Its a normal door knob, not something fancy. One blow with a sledge hammer and its off- Lets not talk about the three small side windows NEXT TO THE KNOB. If the sledge hammer doesn’t work – lets bash the window next to the door knob, its a simple twist knob!  While I love them, I miss having a peep hole. I realized something last night as I sat up buying things like knives, simple flatwear and more decorative plates because I can’t pick a god damned 4 piece set…ANYWAY – I realized that I have no clue what I’m doing.

Its not just about buying something functional and waiting it out till I make up my mind; I was never that way, its usually ‘I’ll make do and hold out till I find what I need’. This stubbornness always paid off in the long run but because there rug EVERYWHERE IN GREY TONES and MOST OF THE HOUSE IS PAINTED THE WRONG COLOR I CANT GET PAST STEP ONE AND EVEN PICK A WALL COLOR.

Realize I’m not even thinking of bedroom colors, I haven’t made it upstairs yet because its a whole ‘nother floor and I tried to take a black bag with clothing and stairs and things flew out and I DONT LIKE THESE STAIRS.

My house is beautiful sure, but I can’t see sunrise OR sunset…Oh the hornets cant forget about those…I should have picked the ugliest one floor house Mabible picked and saved money.

I don’t care about this entry – I just began to cry,

Bad touch Bear

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