Accumalative stray thoughts – Entry for 1/29/15


The other day it was 22•F and I was just eating a popsicle. I think I’m only a Lemon flavor lover now; whatever that red flavor was I didn’t care for.

I really wore myself out Monday with taking photos and didn’t go to bed till 1AM. I am STILL editing photos from 2014! I hope to be done soon but its already Thursday – If I could be honest all I want to do is take pictures!

No one really wants to see piled up frozen rocks/glittery cat hair/a liquid density project gone awry – Right?

I have heavy eyes and a slight twinging going on in my frontal lobes. I think its from too much computer and the weather…The sun is REALLY beating me up.

I thought I would get sick when I was photographing snowflakes but I only have winter chapped cheeks leaving me looking ‘rosy cheeked’ whenever I achieve normal body temperatures.

The snow stopped on Monday but the wind stuck around till Wensday night-ish; I saw it whip up some snow drifts in a circular pattern outside. I checked that area today and it turned into a thick sheet of ice.

Does salt water really freeze? I think it does…I want to go to the Marina and see but if I were to do that, it’d have to be early in the morning. Some of the snow on the adjacent buildings have already melted so any delicate structures would obviously be gone.

A lot of stores were closed Monday- barely any people were outside. I wonder how insane it would be to go take a walk on the beach?

The guy downstairs either bought a workout machine or is just banging around for no reason. I noticed this a week ago at 3 in the god-damned-morning. It sounds like Bear clawing the cabinets trying to put away his food, its really annoying.

What is the best way to express Valentines day using a item?…Ugh I just thought of a condom – Wow, why is that the first thing that came to mind? Its almost three years now.

I want to take photos. BAD. I got inspired looking at photographs on the net but I don’t have the room to do anything complex. Guess it would be time to visit the aquarium.

Right now I’m watching Bo’ roll all over the floor cause she is happy – I’m wondering if I can wrap her up in some ribbons and do a photoshoot but she would probs claw me. I just realized I never talked about her here. Bo’ is the ‘other cat’ that lives in this APT. She is owned by Gma and makes me itch the most; her personality is the exact opposite of Bear.

Talking about itching – Bo’ KNOWS I’m allergic to her. She isn’t cuddly but she loves to lay on clothing; I forgot about this and am suffering now.

Wednesday was the day of ‘B’s. I gave Bear a bath because he is so friggin big. Found beetles in my flour so I had to improvise my baking. Still battling with banks – yes its plural. Lastly bubbles. I wonder if I can use liquid nitrogen and how much it would cost?

I read something interesting about mental illness and Ronald Regan; I had gotten the link from another blog. While I don’t classify as maniac depressive, I do have mild depression and PTSD/Anxiety issues. At the moment I blame this ALL on ‘Mabibble’ for not taking me outside.

Its so much easier to blame someone else for silly things – isn’t it?

I shipped a lens to Mabibble’s house because New Jersey has less tax than New York. They have been holding this item hostage for two weeks – I could have used it when I came across the Hawk and the snowflakes. There will be a beatdown in the weekend forecast and it has nothing to do with superbowl.

I’m a little upset still over the money/Aunt event and question if I’ll be allowed to go upstate to visit her 2nd house there…I think being so privileged has made her forget how hard it is to start from scratch with no help.

Things that need to get done before the end of the day:


Order more Bamboo tea & green rooibos tea.

Consider editing.


Re-organize pill bottle stash & lotions.

Write out shopping list – Eat broccoli that has been sitting in fridge for two weeks?

Find something valentine-y to shoot in macro.

Take a nap.

I’m going to start with taking that nap now.

-Bad touch Bear


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